Always.

I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying
And your hands they shake with goodbyes
And I'll take you back if you'd have me

So here I am, I'm trying
So here I am, are you ready
Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you
Always
Kiss you, taste you all night
Always

And I'll miss your laugh, your smile
I'll admit I'm wrong if you'd tell me
I'm so sick of fights, I hate them
Lets start this again for real

So here I am, I'm trying
So here I am, are you ready
So here I am, I'm trying
So here I am, are you ready

Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you all night
Always(Come on let me hold you)
Touch you, feel you
Always
Kiss you, taste you all night
Always

I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying

Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you
Always
Kiss you, taste you all night
Always(Come on let me hold you)
Touch you, feel you
Always
Kiss you, taste you all night
Always

Always..

Always..

ooooo b-b-baby!!

Ahhh yes! Just purchased DOS Warped Tour tickets-so so stoked. Except for the fact it ran me 90 effin' dollars. Fuckers jacked up the price again...oh well. It's worth it for sure. Just to see 3oh!3 again even.

Also, purchased the sickest soccer kit ever. ZANZIBAR!!! -->

And am planning on getting the Sierra Leone one when I have the funds. :)

...and today...

Pretty uneventful day. Lazy Sunday for sure. Hung out with Ethan for most of the day-played some catch. Topped it off with The Godfather Part II though, which is an incredible movie. Not much else to discuss I guess...I have had "What's the Dillio?" by Mest stuck in my head all day--sorta reminds me of my relationship with someone.. :)

There's this [neighbor] girl and I think she's so fine

And I'm not giving up until she is mine

See I want to be her boy and I want her to be my girl

Because

since I've met her I been in another world

She was just my friend and now I want more

There's something special to her; she's not just another whore

I said,

What's D D D D Dillio Dillio

What's D D D D Deal Deal

See everybody else has gotten involved

That's not the way this should've evolved

I should have just told you how I felt

But when I'm around you my [heart] just melts

She was just my friend and now I want more

There's something special to her; she's not just another whore

I said

What's D D D D Dillio Dillio

What's D D D D Deal Deal

She was just my friend and now I want more

There's something special to her; she's not just another whore

She was just my friend and now I want more

There's something special to her she's not

What's D D D D Dillio Dillio

What's D D D D Deal Deal

Overdue

Damn. It's been plenty long since I did this...way too (see title).

Been way busy lately. Workin' hard/Hardly workin'. Hah, no, I've been a slave lately...up at 6:20, work 'til 5ish, come home-talk to my love, play Tiger Woods PGA Tour 09 (which btw, I bought for $60 a few weeks ago, and they're fucking coming out with 2010 in like a week-not happy), and go to bed. But oh well, that's what the summer is. People always ask me why I'm working so much. Really pisses me off. "Oh I don't know, just for the fuck of it I guess." I work because I need the money you fucking idiots. Sorry I don't get handed everything in life. I earn it.

I'm still really missing Steph. REALLY sucks to start out the summer/relationship without her. But on the plus side, I did get to "see" her tonight...on Skype. Pretty cool-not even close to the same though. And now I have got to sleep. More tomorrow. I almost promise it.

Numero One

Welllll. Hey.

Summer is hurre. Wow. One year down already? Shit.
What a YEAR too...meeting Kev & Collin playin' Rockband with Craig...to Mike & E moving in...to Fuckin' Alex moving out being replaced by Mitch the Shit...to ending up dating the most incredible woman I've ever met--really.
So much has gone by so fast-but when I think about individual events, it seems like these guys have been part of my life forever.

Emo, sentimental, walk down memory lane part uno=done.

I'm back in Duluth now. Real shitty. Back to work. Back to having to comply to parental rules.
Ahh well. Plus sides? Fuck-can't think of any. The fact that I just left my Stepher dearest, not to see her for the next few weeks, at least, is still ringing in my head.

I guess seeing the ol' krew will be sweet. And football (read as "soccer") with the boys will be fun . But other than that, not much to look forward to here.

Work will be alright, reppin' Northern Pines Landscaping & Design again this summer. Each day there is a fuckin' adventure. Hah.

Still missin' the shitt outta my Stepher.

End.